LONELINESS

Loneliness is a state of mind
and my mind is in a state
I'm shut off from the world outside
my angst turned into hate
I look back now into the past
when life was like a dream
I still felt pain and love was still
making a quick retreat
but something’s different now I fear
I've stopped believing in myself
and now things all seem oh so clear
I can't turn into someone else
I'm stuck with me for ever more
and everything that's in my past
and now I feel that I'm a whore
for loving things that couldn't last