I will wait for you
In lead-lidded solitary tiredness
I will wait for you
I will wait for you although
My blood has turned to quicksilver
I am weighed down and going mad
Concentric circles I follow
Each time closer to you
With each ring forgetting the truth
Now static I'm broken and sore
So far from the night before
With 1am surges of blood
And music
Sleep is all I need but
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
Until the sun goes supernova
And swallows us all
Until the world loses its soul
And implodes
You think death can keep
me from you?
In your mind maybe that's true
But I'll find you in heaven
Or find you in hell
Or in next life glories
My picture postcard memories
Sun-faded, gently jaded
Pedestalise your body
I have deified you
And defied you
In hope that one day
I'll surprise you
I will wait for you
Until the flesh falls from my bones
And I stand in crumbling statue
Poses
Petrified by years of waterfalls
Each tear for you
I will die for you
Both inside and out
Through psychotropic drug confinement
And physical restraint
I will wait
On a cell wall tally chart
I will count the hours
Until you notice me
And I can make you see
Through past anaemic fainting
And anorexic wasting
I will wait
I will wait for you
Until my scars heal
And I am human again
I will wait for you
Until the pills start working
And I learn to live
I would jump form every skyscraper
In hope of landing in your arms
and blow kiss after kiss your way
In hope it'd make you stay
Even Houdini
Couldn't escape death
I will wait for you
Until there's nothing left
Copyright 1999 by _sPiDerBaBy_
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